you know that part on "benjamin button" where daisy and benjamin have moved in together into an empty apartment, with nothing but a mattress? ...and then they refer to those days as the best times of their lives?

thats basically how i feel right now. everyday i am filled with such appreciation of what has become. the weather has been sunny and brisk. justin and i have been busier than ever creating art. i have some how finally learned how to ignore things that really dont matter in the grand scheme of things.

i feel very content. maybe for the first time ever.

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